6 more to go!
Isn't it surprising how a human body can get used to pretty much anything? Normalcy is whatever you have to deal with right now. I often used to say
"I could never do it" .... WRONG!
We all deal with whatever life offers at the moment - lemons per my case ...
Normal for a while is going for my chemo treatment - just like last Friday.
The first time I had Geoff with me, the second time I had Misa by my side, Chemo Guy in my bag and Jennifer on my head.
Walking into the Estee Lauder building I now recognize faces - guards,
doctors, receptionists and other Jennifers waiting to be salvaged from head tops. Having a wig myself I now examine every single hairdo (undercover, of course at the elevator) while describing the series of procedures to Misa that I am about to endure.
The first step is the vampire's lab. Joe, a friendly big-smile also hairless nurse pinches my finger for a blood sample necessary to check for white blood count and leans over "Have you started loosing hair yet?"
I toss my blond locks over my shoulder and smile ..
"You could have fooled me girl!"
The chair next to me is occupied by a pretty Indian girl. Her dark complexion, big bown eyes and dimples on both sides make you forget that she is also - bald.
At Sloan, they always check what your name is and when you were born (not that anyone would want to switch .. "Oh .. why don't I just play cancer patient for a day .. ") .. and I hear her say ... "1977"
"1977?"
That is 3 years younger than I am! I've been wallowing in my self-pity for being so young and having this F(**in Harry .. yet, here is this reality check ...
"Why do I feel comforted by other's misfortune?"
Misa is dragged inside the examining room and when nurse Kris attempts to explain the self-administering of my $4000/per pop shot to raise my white blood cells I re-direct her to her ... She's had practice while assisting making frozen babies. I am fed up to play the main part ... Can I just participate?
My mom is on her way from the airport on a secret assignment to nurse her babygirl back to health in the next month.
Present number 2 is pictured above!
6 more to get!
4 Comments:
At December 07, 2005, Anonymous said…
You look beautiful in your new hair :) Hope to talk to you again soon sweetie.(MSN?) Line
At December 08, 2005, JUST A MOM said…
Hey girlsy,, I have not forgotten about you, just get busy. Your lookin good! Your in my prayers, enjoy your mom's visit! KEEP up the fight!
At December 09, 2005, Anonymous said…
hottie in a pink sweater...
At December 11, 2005, Anonymous said…
Linda Here is Marcelo !
Keep fighting !!
I imagine this fight hard but try think in our energy and prayers here in Brazil !
with love from us
Marcelo and Maira
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